the greatest battles are those in the mind.

seriously, i dont like to regret anything.
but im regreting now.
i wasted my whole day!
i could have done truckloads of studying.
but i didnt
i watched 5 hours of tv.
hur.
how on the earth did i managed to do it?
next week there is like 4 tests.
poa. physics. chemistry. social studies.
i should be mugging hard now.
im not
im so damn slack this year.
could really get into the mood to study.
no discpline.
wth.
i dont want to regret anything when i get back my results.
i need more stress.
i need to find my motivator
i need to be more focus.
fook.
i know i need to study hard larhs.
AHHHHHH!
i hate myself whenever i cant get into the mood to study

anyway, i got 23/50 for my compre test!!!
and i am DAMN BLOODY happy!
ya. i know i still fail
but the highest was 24/50
ha!
ya. the highest in class failed too
hurhur
what a great class
i swear the tuition has nothing to do with this result
i joined the tuition after that test.
well.
i worked really hard on english on my own too.
no matter how tired i a.
i will always read newspaper everyday!
i PROMISE myself to pass my english.
so i must! =)

someone, please remind me everyday, everytime you see me
tell me i would not like to see myself regreting and crying over results that i dont desire
so. CECILIA, WORK HARD!